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Hope you had a good Halloween! I was watching horror movies. The cold is kicking my ass rn, barely breathing half the time and even though I'm coughing so much nothing's coming up. Kinda defetes the whole purpose of it. I am so fucking glad it's reading week because I will not be able to work. I do have some stuff I need to get done- ie the entire topic I've been avoiding because the 2nd lecturer sent me into a meltdown and I can't go near him without triggering a panic attack. However, it does require me having a conversation with him so I'm probably gonna continue to procrastinate that...It's not like I'm not trying to do the work- I am- I just unfortunately cannot parse the lab materials. I swear, for computing experts these people really don't know how to write clear instructions. So many steps and details are missing. I'd get it if it was to encourage us to research on our own, but considering the reactions I've received so far upon asking for clarification, I think they may just be shitty teachers. Welp.
Luckily I do have some things to look foreward to. The fetish society is doing a Rocky Horror screening soon, and they have a munch at one of the nearby pubs. QueerSoc is also doing another club night- last one was a real success so am looking foreward to this! May be on the welfare stand (sober, obvs) this time around- do need to do it at some point- but I also recently got some clothing I really wanna wear out and there's literally no other club night where I feel safe enough to wear it. I can wait, I'm just impatient and desperate to look good in front of the mascs...they're so handsome and I'm too scared to approach them myself.
29-10-2024
First official event as the Pride Society's (temp) Welfare Officer!!!! It was a chill coffee/tea meetup with a lot of biscuits lol. And fruit, cause we promote healthy eating obvs. But yeah, a lot of fun, very calm intro to the role. Have been warned by one of the older exec that I'll have to deal with Events tm if I take on the role proper in the next election, however we have the Ban Hammer for a reason. 
I've attended a couple of the meetings so am slowly getting to know the others- they're all really cool folk. Theres a clothing swap later this week, and we're currently planning stuff for trans awareness week- including chalking, banner making and a visit to a nearby vigil.
Unfortunately, I'm starting to fall victim to a cold so will be spending the evening chugging cold medicine. At least reading week is coming up ig.
23-10-2024
Trip was really fun. Was basically stuck to the welfare officer's side, but she was really cool and we got on well. I don't want to think about the money I spent- I know my impulse control is terrible, especially around books and plushies. Need to add to my to read list now, lol.
Unfortunately, chronic pain exists and I am now suffering the consequences of having fun. Also, I've run out of kinesthetic tape so I've basically not been able to leave bed. It's getting better though, so I should be back to normal soon.
15-10-2024
I have to get better at meal plans cause I have had the exact same shit for weeks now, but cooking is hard and I'm tired. Going to attempt vegitable soup at some point cause it'll be an easy way to eat healthy food. Yout can freeze soup right?? Idk why you shouldn't be able to...Getting cabbage may be hard tho, I don't want to buy a whole one cause even if I'm making multiple portions that's too much for one person. The freezer space is abysmal here so I have to be strategic. Thought I'd be making more stir frys but I can't find the specific sauce I use for them. It's a shame cause they're both delicious and nutritious, and i want to make the little Senshi I've had in my head since watching Dungeon Menshi proud.
Currently planning a trip with the anime & manga soc at uni- we're going to a nearby city for shopping + lunch. Am exited for it, but nervous cause we're travelling by train. I famously hate public transport, but am gonna meet up with one of the execs to chat about disability stuff so they can keep it accessible.
In other news, I am currently trying to talk myself out of cosplay cause I don't have the money for it rn. Unfortunately, I keep finding dresses perfect for a Dulcinea Septimus cosplay, and the shared brown curly hair + disabled hot girl shit really isn't helping. But maybe if I find a more affordable option it'll be ok??? Feel like that goes against the whole 'not spending money on cosplay' thing tho. Idk- so long as no Gideon cosplayers appear, I think I can hold myself back.
13-10-2024
Guess I found something to put here lol.
Finnally, this website is getting somewhere! Only took a few all-nighters and missing meals (accidentally !! please don't do it, eating is important y'all) 
but I'm proud of what I've created :]
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